Santa Maria De Folleo Beach
Sicily 13th July 2016
Meeting ladies/men I wish to connect to. Why?
Such magnetism – what’s beneath it?
Is it the truth of connection. That need to transfer information or messages?
Or is it looking for something I am missing inside? What triggers it?
Sexual chemistry brings connection. Brings exchange of lessons and learnings. Exchanging energies and wisdom.
Do I want to stop this need for connection? Or merely the need for approval or other safety feelings gained from it? Is it because I am looking for support, for care, for love that I want these connections?
Connections make me feel safe, loved and accepted.
Can I ask for more of that from myself? In reality after years of being alone was I merely in protection with a hard shell? Looking for connections but used to a fleeting vibration that then passes?
When it comes down to it am I really looking for a deeper connection? Perhaps a deeper connection to self. To my shadows, to my depths, to my elements of self I am not proud of. That come from selfishness, manipulation of physical form for my own gain?
The dominator in me.
Really it’s what we all want; to create the world we want to see around us. What if I was empowered to use this ability to create my world fully.
I choose to create:
Financial abundance
Passive Income
Confidence to Speak in Front of Thousands with no barriers
Full freedom of self
Deep supportive love
Companionship from great friends
A life I love endlessly
JOY JOY JOY
A heart powered by endless divine love
Care of self on every level
Time for care of self on every level
Abundance of all I need
Organic deliciousness to fill my body’s cells
Perhaps its not about a NEED for connection
But a WANT for connection
Love is, after all, fucking beautiful!
Spiritual
Mental
Emotional
And Physical!
Let’s Get It ON!